should i give up or continue?

at first i love u so much,
never feeling like giving up before,
be a hardworking girl,
play on u every week,
after i had stopped for 5mnths
2mnths for SPM n 3 mnths for NS
now,i am wondering....

i was taught by a teacher which his name is david,
and frm tat time i love tis music instrument so much,
always handle it carefully,
then d teacher went to continue his study,
i was took over by a teacher,her name-lynn...
before i stop,she had taught me for few mnths,
due to my own problem,
i like her lesson so much...
so after tis 5mnths rest,
i continue my lesson wit her,
but now i not feeling to study wit her,
she force me,
n always counsel me,
till i am so pek cek,
always said i didnt practice,(but i had practice for fews hour)
i cant sactisfied wat she wan,
i really cant live at there,
when i see her,
i cant even play properly,
shivering when i was playing,
arghhh...wat should i do?
stop???change teacher????
if i continue mayb one day i will be insane,
i dont like her!!!!!!!!!






~zinc~

HapPy bElAteD bIrtHdaY TO xUe^^

hapi belated birthday to dearest xue~

so sry tat wished u late,

due to my buzyness so sry,

anyway i would like to wish u hapi birthday,

stay pretty,healthy n wealthy ya...

erm...still left 2mnths,

u r in klang,

after that u r leaving to ur hostel,

i will be very miss u leh,

anyway u must add oil in ur nursing course,

u had choosen to become a nurse,

although u will face difficult in ur study,

but dont give up,

we r here to support u,

when u r not hapi,

think bac our memories u will be happier,

belive me u can do it...kambateh xue^^

we too had fun in ur party,

although u were bz on tat day,

but at least we can celebrate for u,

thx for inviting us..

hehe,captured pic wit u...

lets see the pic ya~

~HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO XUE~



-zinc-

so sry

at last,
i had updated my blog,
so sry,
i left my blog 4 few month,
due to my buziness n laziness,
so sry~

begin now-
2day went 2 ate sushi wit my babe,
straight after class we went there,
we ate many kinds,
aikss,we r full of sushi in our stomach,
arghhh...cant really tahan
den ntg much happened,
we went to shop shop,
we bought a same brand shirt but differnt colour,
love it so much,
ntg much 2 say,
quite bz nowdays,
be patient wait 4 my another post,

many things happened,
so now quite in a bad mood,
wait 4 my nex update ya,
hope tat nex wed come faster,
planning to go jj wit babe,
hope tat so much,
hope tat ntg happen n we can enjoy our nex shopping
god bless us~



-zinc-

i am bac

finally i am bac,
i miss my home so much,
but i just live here 4 a few days,
den need 2 go bac 2 suffer again,
i miss everythng here,
i am quite suffering there,
i hate those place,
is damn hard,
everythng nid 2 4low their order,
no time 4 myself,
n quite tired there,
not enof sleep,
i become panda d,
so now nid 2 sleep,
gd nite evry1,
will continue when free,
take care every1.
i miss u all
:(



`zinc~

bye 2009

oh god,
left 8minutes,
2009 is gonna finsh,
tat mean all sadness n hapiness gonna finsh,
is time 4 me 2 change,
lets countdown 4 2010,
10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1
^^hapi new year^^
time pass very fast,
tat mean time 4 me 2 live here oso will be shorten,
jan 3 is my deadline,
gonna live here,
"tears will b rolling"
i miss u,
i miss u all,
especially my babe,
i hate tis kind of feeling,
WTH!!!
i thnk 2010 is a suffering year 4 me,
nid 2 do tis do tat,
n everything need 2 do by myself,
need 2 be independent,
hope i can do it,
kambateh^^
hapi new year,
welcome 2010



~zinc~

suffering:(

is easy to love someone,
but is hard to quit from tat love,
why is so unfair for me,
everytime i begin hurt,
i noe i am not perfect enof,
but pls be fair to me,
u noe tat i luv u,
but u seem like not care abt me,
u just inorge me,
watever i did,
is nothing,
what should i do?
can u pls me?
do u noe tat i am so suffering now?
i plssss u

我不要在受尽折磨,

我要自由!!!

~ZINC~

14/12/09

wahahaha,

finally SPM finish,

INDEPENDENT jor,

shout out loud,

I LOVE FREEDOM,FREEDOM LOVE ME,

immediately after exam,

sure enjoy lo,

went 2 jj wit them,

firstly,went 2 greenbox,

we shouted loud,

sy there,

den they went home left me n xue,

we went 4 a shop,

den hehe,

sure went 4 a movie la,

we watched "twilight-new moon"

nice movie,

wan 2 see 2012 now,

but fully booked,

nvm no fade,

next time,

wait 4 me ya^^


~zinc~