bye 2009

oh god,
left 8minutes,
2009 is gonna finsh,
tat mean all sadness n hapiness gonna finsh,
is time 4 me 2 change,
lets countdown 4 2010,
10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1
^^hapi new year^^
time pass very fast,
tat mean time 4 me 2 live here oso will be shorten,
jan 3 is my deadline,
gonna live here,
"tears will b rolling"
i miss u,
i miss u all,
especially my babe,
i hate tis kind of feeling,
WTH!!!
i thnk 2010 is a suffering year 4 me,
nid 2 do tis do tat,
n everything need 2 do by myself,
need 2 be independent,
hope i can do it,
kambateh^^
hapi new year,
welcome 2010



~zinc~

suffering:(

is easy to love someone,
but is hard to quit from tat love,
why is so unfair for me,
everytime i begin hurt,
i noe i am not perfect enof,
but pls be fair to me,
u noe tat i luv u,
but u seem like not care abt me,
u just inorge me,
watever i did,
is nothing,
what should i do?
can u pls me?
do u noe tat i am so suffering now?
i plssss u

我不要在受尽折磨,

我要自由!!!

~ZINC~

14/12/09

wahahaha,

finally SPM finish,

INDEPENDENT jor,

shout out loud,

I LOVE FREEDOM,FREEDOM LOVE ME,

immediately after exam,

sure enjoy lo,

went 2 jj wit them,

firstly,went 2 greenbox,

we shouted loud,

sy there,

den they went home left me n xue,

we went 4 a shop,

den hehe,

sure went 4 a movie la,

we watched "twilight-new moon"

nice movie,

wan 2 see 2012 now,

but fully booked,

nvm no fade,

next time,

wait 4 me ya^^


~zinc~

tagged

1. Name→ zinc ( jennifer )

2. Birthday→ 1.12

3. Who tagged you→ beii caryn (babe)

4. Name 5 of your best friends→
~beii caryn
~jinq ying
~yi xue
~chew yann
~membo

5. What do you want for your bday present→ no idea now:(

6. Happiest thing you have gone through recently→ SPM,i hate u

7. Recent pressure→ SPM n national service-damn it

8. Ambition→ business

9. Do you have a lover→ ya,but...

10. Will you look for your teachers during an alumni association→ No

11. Who makes you happy during an outing→ Friends especially babe n exue (thx alot)

12. If 2 of your friends are arguing→ try to stop them

13. Where do you want to go with your lover→ japan (tokyo)

14. What do you want to do during Christmas→ celebration hope it

15. Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with→ friends

16. Do you have the excitement of waking up?→ sometimes

17. How many siblings do you have→ 3

18. Which song u like the most (female)→ 梁文音-哭过就好了

19. Which song u like the most (male)→ westlife-that why you go

20. What colour do you like→ Pink

21. Will you flush before use the toilet→ will flush after using

22. Do you love me→ yaya..joking lo

23. Do you like male or female→ Male

24. Shout out loud→ arghhh...will i pass my bc papers?

25. Dare to go for a pee at midnight→ want to try

26. Will you take off ur pants when you're peeing?→ No

27. Who are supposed to be whacked?→ dunno

28. What are you crazy of recently→ SPM

29. How is your sleeping look→ ugly

30. What time is it→ 21:33

31. Do you dislike the person who got you tagged→ No

32. Your weight→ secret

33. Weather→ cannot tahan

34. Are you pregnant→ of course not:)

35. Add a colour into rainbow→ Pink

36. Do you think friendship is true-hearted→ think so

37. Do you know spring→ ya

38. Who do you like in TVXQ→ Hero

39. List out 5 of your flaws→
*belive others very easy
*cry easily
*give up easily
*love to think too much
*chatter box,haha

Additional questions :
40. List out 2 sentences you like→
*i love you
*something tat touching

41. What do you like to eat→ spaghetti

42. You pray to god for→everyone stay healthy

43. Brands you prefer→ Elle


тαg:
yi xue
jenny


-zinc-

short post~

oh gosh,
2day is 8th dec,
long time din't update my blog d,
due 2 my lazyness n busyness,
finally,
SPM come 2 d end,
2day sat 4 my chemistry exams,
is damn hard,
now,
i can say tat,
my results will be bad,
not well prepare,
shit !!!
now is all depends on my luck,
if luck den all past lo,
if not sure get 9G,
not nice at all,
hopefully tis will not happen.
now i still left 1 paper,
after tat is merdeka 4 me,
fast fast,
time past faster,
i wan freedom,
freedom i need u,
after SPM oni continue blogging,
need 2 prepare 4 it,
chiao~


-zinc-

wah,gonna mad

trial finish at mon,
but fri started another set of papers,
omg,
just rest 4 few days oni,
mad,
PMR exam we oso dun hv rest,
still need 2 exam,
haiz,
time faster past,
so that no more exam,
stressful la,
hate sejarah,
mon got sej,
sure dail de,
no time 2 study,
cincai do la,
HATE EXAM...


~zinc~

人真奇怪

为什么人总是要等到是去后才会去珍惜呢？
如果珍惜，
就不会发生悲剧了，
后悔也没用了，
失去了就不能在挽回，
只能默默的等待，
别生气了，
全都是我的错，
对不起，
我爱你。

i am getting mad now

never begin like tat b4,
now i am getting mad,
i am stupid ,
i am idiot,
dun wan wat 2 say anymore,
i am smiling on my face,
but my heart is dying,
my tears rolling down 4 no reason,
cry without reason,
duno y,
i am geeting mad now,
cycoligist pls help me !!!
i need help now,
if one day u see me n duno wat am i doin,
pls leave me alone,
i am mad now,
PRESSURE!PRESSURE!PRESSURE!
now,my dreams will nvr come true,
all of my dreams hv broken,
no 1 noe my feeling,
is like wan 2 kill myself,
i wan a better ways 2 die,
pls!


~zinc~

finally...

hoorey,finally 2day dont hv tuit class,
n mum said tat lets go out,
damn hapi,
long time never shopping d,
but went out wit masks,
so ugly,
coz H1N1 spreading so fast,
must prevent,
so no choice,
finally i went out,
long time nvr shopping,
but still not sactisfied wit it,
hope sat come faster,
so tat i can go shopping,
sat going 2 jj,
qi dai,
hopefully everything will be fine,
if not cant go out le..
take care

~zinc~

skul holiday~

yeah,
finally holiday started,
i waited tis holidays 4 so long,
woo~~
hv 2 plan 4 tis holidays,
long time nvr go out d,
is time 4 me 2 go out,
although H1N1 is spreading,
but i cant control myself,
my legs can tahan ad,
wan shopping,
many things wan 2 buy,
i wan 2 enjoy tis holiday wit shopping...shopping n shopping,
dont care ad,
hopefully mum gv me go out,
if not i really cant tahan 2 stay at home,
damn shit,
wat a bored life,
everyday study,tuition,classes,
sien==
enjoy my holidays,
is a must 4 me..
kambateh,shopping.


~zinc~

short post ..

tis is my blog,
not a public place,
wat i wan 2 do wit it ,
is my choice,
u cannot care,
n tat is my mouth,
u oso cannot care,
u wan 2 care??
can!!!
unless u r a god la,
if not pls care wat u said...

haha...

bei,tell u something,
i really wan 2 laugh d,
damn damn damn hapi,
got some1 misunderstand my blog,
as u told me ,
haha,
she scolded me at her blog,
is fine,
i dont care,
i never tell others abt her,
but den she scolded me,
i hv my choice 2 choose fren,
she cannot care abt me,
i love 2 fren wit who is my choice,
if u dont like me,
just dont bother la,
thick face,
tat post not really mention abt her,
but she said tat,haha
dont fren dont fren la,
so wat,
always noe how 2 say ppl but duno how 2 care her attitude,
no ppl can judge me,
oni god can judge me,
if u wan 2 judge me,
unless u r a god la,
if not pls shut up.
is u said me 1,
dont "guai" me,
i will gv u double punishment,
pls take care wat u hv said!!!

~zinc~

hoorey..:)

finally,
2 weeks exam over ad,
damn hapi,
can relax abit,
but den after holiday exam again,
damn,
everydy exam exam exam,
going 2 die d,
hate exam,
everytime got d questions oso duno how 2 do,
so exam 4 wat,
is just wasting time,
especially tis exam,
mostly every paper got tips,
some paper still got d real paper b4 exam,
haiz,
is totally useless,
it nvr help us,
just wasting our time 2 study,
n wasting teachers red pen ink,
anyway,
tis exam finished,
but got a bad results,
is ok,
i not really mind my results,
coz i dont like 2 study.
hopefully can finish my study as soon as possible.


~zinc~

无言了！！！

你以为自己很大拍吗？
你以为你很大吗？
等久一点啦，
我才不会屈服在你脚下，
我学会做人了，
我不再是以前的我，
我不会让人使唤，
我会做我自己，
有没有你都一样，
我的生活都不会受影响，
知己不需要多，
一个就够了，
就好像衣服越越多你就不懂要穿哪一件好，
朋友也是一样，
会让你不懂去选着哪一个好，
去相信哪一个好，
我相信我自己，
我没选错人，
不错，
我自己不是好人，
有脾气，有性格，
有时也会说人，
但这些东西等气消了就没事了，
但你们不同，
你们在人家面前说一套，
做一套，
虽然我又说别人，
但我不会背后说了，
不到几分钟就去跟那个人嘻嘻哈哈，
除非我气消了还可以做朋友，
但某些人却不是，
才不过那几分钟而已，
就变了，
过分到爆，
更过分的是，
自己明明也这样做，
但自己却不懂，
还在背后说人，
每天要说认时，
却没看看自己的行为，
每天那张嘴只会说，
一个人的忍耐性是有限度的，
我已忍够你了！！
别以为自己很大，
没那么大的头就别带那么大的帽子，
我不会屈服的！！！



~zinc~

yeah.我变了。

最近我变了许多，
真开心，
我再也不是从前的我，
被人欺负的我，
已变得很坚强，
谁欺负我，
我已学会反抗了，
谢谢贝，
是你让我学会反抗，
是你教我怎样变坚强，
更你在一起感觉很好，
不像某些人，
只懂得利用人，
去不懂得珍惜人，
所以麻，
我喜欢一个人的世界，
不须任何人的陪伴，
从跌倒中站起，
从错误中学习，
我要做已改变的我，
这样活着才有意义，
不会让人利用，
不会让人看扁，
只有你对我最好，贝贝
我们要做永远的姐妹，
永远的好buddy。
miss u so much.
别想再欺负我，
我不会跟你们客气的，
一个人就一个人啦，
一个人更好！！

~zinc~

to minz^_^

sry ya minz,
late wish u,
hapi birthday ya,
be hapi always,
u old 1 more year jor,
nvm u look young,
haha,
anyway must take care urself lo,
kambateh in ur study 2,
sry 4 tat day went home early,
tat day i got things 2 do,
really sry,
hope u enjoyed on tat day,
haha.
take care

~zinc~

home:-

家是一个让我最有安全感的地方，
虽然都吵架，
但我活得很开心，
家才不像外面的世界，
什么样的人都有，
恨! 恨!恨!
回到家才有我温暖的床，
哈哈哈，
所以阿，
今天没去学校，
一部分是生病，
另一部分是偷懒，
省得在学校面对那些无聊的东西，
甘愿在家，
还有啊，
班上少了我都变得很静，
FINE,
我明白，
你们以后叻，
就不要跟我讲话啦，
废到要死，
我不要打扰你们读书叻，
乖孩子们，
记住！！
我不会再班上和你们说话的，
免得有些人说我很乱，
所以说嘛，
在家都不用担心这担心那的，
在家最爽。。。


~zinc~

自以为是！！！

有时候，
做人不可一太骄傲，
也不可以太自私，
不错我知道你们的成绩好，
但也别那么串，
一个人的忍耐性是限度的，
我现在忍！忍！忍！
但我不懂那一天会爆发，
如果那一天真的出现了，
你们就会懂了，
没关系，
现在以为我好欺负，
老虎不发威把我当病猫，
如果真的忍无可忍，
就别怪我不客气了，
我不懂我会做出什么事来！！！

~zinc~

sick

got sick tis few days,
now better,
but then i have caugh,cold,sore throat,fever,
h1n1 symtoms,
haha,
anyway dont scare of me, not h1n1,
is just normal virus,
fever till 41 degree,
damn terrible,
nvr hv tis kind of things happened b4,
scary,
frm now i will take care of myself probably,
sick very ' tong ku'
i dont wan u all dan xin abt me,
i will recover soon,
thx 4 those who care me alot.
u all must take care too.


~zinc~

crowded world..

in this world,
many things happen,
many ppl pass by me,
but some of them really like stupid,
just noe how 2 "li yong" ppl oni,
n some of them when the talk,
they din use their brain,
the always talk rubbish,
their speech damn hurt ppl,
but they did not realise,
they taught they like hero,
by then they duno wat they r doin,
damn u,
shit la,
if i hurt u u song???
if u bo song den dont always hurt ppl la,
if u wan some 1 respect u,
u must respect them 1,
pls take note abt ur actions,
if u dont change now,
u willl face difficulty nex time,
hopefully u noe urself.

~zinc~

给我的好姐妹~jas收:~

今天是你的生日哦，
不好意思，

昨天太累了，
不能在十二点正祝福你，
希望你别介意，
我也放了你们的飞机，
对不起，
怎样我都要再此祝福你，
又长大一岁了哦，
要活得更快乐，更幸福哦，
我们从小学认识到现在，
之间也发生过一些不愉快的事，
不过我们把那些不愉快的事都抹掉，
继续我们的友谊，
我会好好珍惜这段友情，
因为再过几个月我们快要毕业了，
以后见面的时间也会少了，
大家都要忙自己的事，
所以麻就要趁现在好好去珍惜，
虽然要应付即将到来的考试，
但也别忽略我们的友谊，
认识你是我的荣幸，
因为老天让我们有缘相似，
我们不可以让老天失望，
我们要珍惜友谊，
FRENS 4EVER ,

{XUE, YANN, SHEN,MIN,ZINC,NIE,KWEE}
我会永远记得你们，
还会记得我们一起度过的这几年，
友谊永固。

最后我要祝你：
生日快乐，
身体健康，
血业进步，
你们能在一起到永远。
如果有什么心事的话可以找我，
我一定会和你一起分担，
我也会是个很好的听众。
生日快乐18

altough is not a true cake,

but hope u like it.

i love u all. muacks.

~zinc~

http://"高苑資傳" 青春紀念冊 Mv

double faces

now,
i realized tat many double faces ppl in tis world,
damn shit,
mayb tis ispart of their life,
the cant live witout their double face,
nvm,
i forgv those who no brain,
always do stupid things,
mayb u all dont think u r double face,
but ppl around u will realize,
hopefully u will change,
if not,
one day....
u will realise tat u fren bside u wil become lesser n lesser,
u just noe how 2 rub shoes,
but u duno how 2 bcome a person who no need tis kind of thing,
anyway i hate those who do like tis,
they will noe who r they,
if a person too proud,
at last they will lost all their things,
mayb this will be a punishment 4 them,
THINK CAREFULLY BEFORE U DO,
so tat u will not lost ur friendship easily.

changed!!!

as time passed,
everything changed,
not only things but oso ppl,
i relised tat ppl around me changed alot,
last time they will concern abt u n care u,
but now they wont do tat,
they just will care abt themselves,
they bcome selfish n do not care wat u think n wat u wan?
is tat true?
time will let a person change?
i dont think so,
mayb my character is like tis,
i cant change,
many things happen in btw,
many arguement btw us,
wat should i do?
why dont talk 2gather n solve d problem?
why should hv argument,
i wan back last time de life,
is so good n happy,
last time no argument at all,
but now all of us f5 jor,
i noe lots of presure btw u all,
but shall we cool down?
n solve these problem,
i dun wan see u all "bo ngam"
hopefully these problems will solve as soon as possible,
wan back last time de us,
miss u all,
solve now can?
一人让一步就么事了好吗？

~ZINC~

hate someone!!!

i hate someone who lies 2 me,
damn stupid,
5 minutes b4 told me tat not finish,
but now told me,
boro me?
wat d held,
if u dun wan 2 boro u say la,
wat a stupid excuse,
damn shit la u,
i nvr meet a person like u b4,
always like 2 talk bad abt ppl,
in front of tat person u said very gd ....
but behind u start 2 talk abt his/her bad things,
eat shit la,
tis kind of ppl is "double face ppl"
omg!!!
hate tiis happen..
always like 2 wash othrs shoes,
go wash la,but dont lie 2 me.
hate lier.
HATE U,
dont think i duno wat u doin.


~zinc~

sry...

sry 2 all my frens,
now i am so moody,
if i had done some stupid things 2 u all,
pls 4give me,
i am so "fan" abt the NS,
espeacially to bei bei,
i am so sry,
2day din care abt u,
sry ya,
let u worry,
i nvr like tat b4,
but tis time i really duno wat 2 say,
last time i everything oso smile 2 face the problem,
but now i cant,
i cant smile,
mayb teacher said wan is true,
last time de jennifer missing jor,
now do wat oso moody,
bcome more serious,
nvr do homework,
if do homework sure have many mistake,
i duno y will bcome like tis,
mayb tis news is so hurt 2 me,
sry every1,
last time de me missing jor,
now de me already change,
pls accept now de me,
n 4give me,
if i din talk 2 u all pls dont think 2 much,
is all my fault.

million sry 2 all my frens n my best jie mui



~zinc~

hate NS!!!

damn stupid ns,
i am so so so unlucky,
i kena ns ad,
i hate it,
i dont like,
i dun wan 2 go,
y those who wan 2 go dont hv chance 2 go,
but those who dun wan 2 go they sure will kena?
damn stupid,
wat should i do ?
go or leave?
why will tis hapen 2 me?
my nasib?
y always so malang wan.
SHIT MAN!


~zinc~

2ml???

as usual 2ml i hv chemistry tuit at sunita,
but 2ml is my dead day,
bcoz sunita wan us 2 pass up our mid-year chemistry exma paper,
what should i do,
i got very very low marks.
2day i went for physics class,
n i heard those who attended 2day chemistry class students,
they said that sunita asked those who got below 70marks wan live after the class,
70 marks???
my paper n 70marks got a big gap,
if yhose who got 70marks already got scold,
den i got such a stupid marks,
den i will be kill,
what should i do???
should i go 2 tuit 2ml??
damn "fan",
duno how 2 make decision,
GOD PLS HELP ME!
tis also cannot blame teacher who want 2 scold me,
i must also part of it,
if i read chemistry b4 going 2 exam,
den i will not be having tis kind of result,
REGRET!!!
not already is true,
cannot change,
i must accept what i got,
bcoz i did it,
so must pay for it.
anyway still crackling my head,
hopefully i will not be scold by teacher...


~zinc~

going 2 take report card

2day is a skul day,
but i am lazy,
i ponteng skul,
i just going 2 take report card,
but dont wan 2 take,
scared,
duno wat will happen,
teachers complain abt me,
or comment abt my results,
i oso duno,
hopefully ntg will happen.

~lynn~

to bei bei

i am here,
wishing u,
hopefully u will recover soon,
i am damn anxiety about u,
promise me,
u must recover faster,
i wan our day like b4,
dun wan u fall sick,
when i see u,
i damn heart pain,
see u got so many injection,
PAIN PAIN PAIN..
u oso must take care urself probably,
promise ya
n frenship 4ever,
if got any problem or difficulty,
must tell me lo.

take care



~lynn~

miss you :-

DAMN MISS YOU

long time never see u ad,
so miss u,
hopefully we can meet soon,
many things wan 2 tell u,
damn "fan",
hate my skul life,
i am not a study gal,
i wish my life is full of shopping,
ANTI skul,
in skul damn fan,
got many skul work need 2 do,
many unhapi things happen,
many stupid teachers,
i got many things wan 2 share wit u,
u must be my "ting zhong"lo.

damn miss u geh

~lynn~

haiz...

2ml skul reopen le,
damn sien,
no mood 2 study now,
wat should i do 4 myself,
haiz...
i wan holiday,
everydy holiday is d best,
if not need 2 see those stupid teacher,
of couse 2ml need 2 take results le,
scared..i noe tat i am goin 2 fail,
nvm,
i noe my standard,
no mood 2 study,
but hoping everydy go out..
wat kind of ppl am i?
always wan play play play,
no "STUDY" in my life,
hate study,
better stop skuling,
is the best..
YEAH!!!
i am dreaming...
shit man...
becoming sot sot d.



~lynn~

i love you so much...

MyNiceSpace.com

why?why?
why will tis happen?
i really love you so much..
pls dont leave me alone..
i love you now and forever..
PROMISE

后悔。。。

时间过到好快，
转眼间就到了F5了，
连自己也不敢相信，
真的后悔当初没有努力，
现在什么科目都变到好深了，
自己也须加努力了，
不然时间不等人，
再过几个月就要考percubaan了，
可是现在的我什么都还没准备，
真不懂自己要怎样，
没心要读书，
我觉得自己好笨，
什么都不会，
现在后悔也太迟了吧。
我到底要怎样连我自已也不懂，
真的不懂有没有选错班，
后悔，
真的后悔。。。
没去珍惜以前拥有的一切。



~lynn~