i am getting mad now

never begin like tat b4,
now i am getting mad,
i am stupid ,
i am idiot,
dun wan wat 2 say anymore,
i am smiling on my face,
but my heart is dying,
my tears rolling down 4 no reason,
cry without reason,
duno y,
i am geeting mad now,
cycoligist pls help me !!!
i need help now,
if one day u see me n duno wat am i doin,
pls leave me alone,
i am mad now,
PRESSURE!PRESSURE!PRESSURE!
now,my dreams will nvr come true,
all of my dreams hv broken,
no 1 noe my feeling,
is like wan 2 kill myself,
i wan a better ways 2 die,
pls!


~zinc~