should i give up or continue?

at first i love u so much,
never feeling like giving up before,
be a hardworking girl,
play on u every week,
after i had stopped for 5mnths
2mnths for SPM n 3 mnths for NS
now,i am wondering....

i was taught by a teacher which his name is david,
and frm tat time i love tis music instrument so much,
always handle it carefully,
then d teacher went to continue his study,
i was took over by a teacher,her name-lynn...
before i stop,she had taught me for few mnths,
due to my own problem,
i like her lesson so much...
so after tis 5mnths rest,
i continue my lesson wit her,
but now i not feeling to study wit her,
she force me,
n always counsel me,
till i am so pek cek,
always said i didnt practice,(but i had practice for fews hour)
i cant sactisfied wat she wan,
i really cant live at there,
when i see her,
i cant even play properly,
shivering when i was playing,
arghhh...wat should i do?
stop???change teacher????
if i continue mayb one day i will be insane,
i dont like her!!!!!!!!!






~zinc~

HapPy bElAteD bIrtHdaY TO xUe^^

hapi belated birthday to dearest xue~

so sry tat wished u late,

due to my buzyness so sry,

anyway i would like to wish u hapi birthday,

stay pretty,healthy n wealthy ya...

erm...still left 2mnths,

u r in klang,

after that u r leaving to ur hostel,

i will be very miss u leh,

anyway u must add oil in ur nursing course,

u had choosen to become a nurse,

although u will face difficult in ur study,

but dont give up,

we r here to support u,

when u r not hapi,

think bac our memories u will be happier,

belive me u can do it...kambateh xue^^

we too had fun in ur party,

although u were bz on tat day,

but at least we can celebrate for u,

thx for inviting us..

hehe,captured pic wit u...

lets see the pic ya~

~HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO XUE~



-zinc-

so sry

at last,
i had updated my blog,
so sry,
i left my blog 4 few month,
due to my buziness n laziness,
so sry~

begin now-
2day went 2 ate sushi wit my babe,
straight after class we went there,
we ate many kinds,
aikss,we r full of sushi in our stomach,
arghhh...cant really tahan
den ntg much happened,
we went to shop shop,
we bought a same brand shirt but differnt colour,
love it so much,
ntg much 2 say,
quite bz nowdays,
be patient wait 4 my another post,

many things happened,
so now quite in a bad mood,
wait 4 my nex update ya,
hope tat nex wed come faster,
planning to go jj wit babe,
hope tat so much,
hope tat ntg happen n we can enjoy our nex shopping
god bless us~



-zinc-

i am bac

finally i am bac,
i miss my home so much,
but i just live here 4 a few days,
den need 2 go bac 2 suffer again,
i miss everythng here,
i am quite suffering there,
i hate those place,
is damn hard,
everythng nid 2 4low their order,
no time 4 myself,
n quite tired there,
not enof sleep,
i become panda d,
so now nid 2 sleep,
gd nite evry1,
will continue when free,
take care every1.
i miss u all
:(



`zinc~

bye 2009

oh god,
left 8minutes,
2009 is gonna finsh,
tat mean all sadness n hapiness gonna finsh,
is time 4 me 2 change,
lets countdown 4 2010,
10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1
^^hapi new year^^
time pass very fast,
tat mean time 4 me 2 live here oso will be shorten,
jan 3 is my deadline,
gonna live here,
"tears will b rolling"
i miss u,
i miss u all,
especially my babe,
i hate tis kind of feeling,
WTH!!!
i thnk 2010 is a suffering year 4 me,
nid 2 do tis do tat,
n everything need 2 do by myself,
need 2 be independent,
hope i can do it,
kambateh^^
hapi new year,
welcome 2010



~zinc~

suffering:(

is easy to love someone,
but is hard to quit from tat love,
why is so unfair for me,
everytime i begin hurt,
i noe i am not perfect enof,
but pls be fair to me,
u noe tat i luv u,
but u seem like not care abt me,
u just inorge me,
watever i did,
is nothing,
what should i do?
can u pls me?
do u noe tat i am so suffering now?
i plssss u

我不要在受尽折磨,

我要自由!!!

~ZINC~

14/12/09

wahahaha,

finally SPM finish,

INDEPENDENT jor,

shout out loud,

I LOVE FREEDOM,FREEDOM LOVE ME,

immediately after exam,

sure enjoy lo,

went 2 jj wit them,

firstly,went 2 greenbox,

we shouted loud,

sy there,

den they went home left me n xue,

we went 4 a shop,

den hehe,

sure went 4 a movie la,

we watched "twilight-new moon"

nice movie,

wan 2 see 2012 now,

but fully booked,

nvm no fade,

next time,

wait 4 me ya^^


~zinc~

tagged

1. Name→ zinc ( jennifer )

2. Birthday→ 1.12

3. Who tagged you→ beii caryn (babe)

4. Name 5 of your best friends→
~beii caryn
~jinq ying
~yi xue
~chew yann
~membo

5. What do you want for your bday present→ no idea now:(

6. Happiest thing you have gone through recently→ SPM,i hate u

7. Recent pressure→ SPM n national service-damn it

8. Ambition→ business

9. Do you have a lover→ ya,but...

10. Will you look for your teachers during an alumni association→ No

11. Who makes you happy during an outing→ Friends especially babe n exue (thx alot)

12. If 2 of your friends are arguing→ try to stop them

13. Where do you want to go with your lover→ japan (tokyo)

14. What do you want to do during Christmas→ celebration hope it

15. Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with→ friends

16. Do you have the excitement of waking up?→ sometimes

17. How many siblings do you have→ 3

18. Which song u like the most (female)→ 梁文音-哭过就好了

19. Which song u like the most (male)→ westlife-that why you go

20. What colour do you like→ Pink

21. Will you flush before use the toilet→ will flush after using

22. Do you love me→ yaya..joking lo

23. Do you like male or female→ Male

24. Shout out loud→ arghhh...will i pass my bc papers?

25. Dare to go for a pee at midnight→ want to try

26. Will you take off ur pants when you're peeing?→ No

27. Who are supposed to be whacked?→ dunno

28. What are you crazy of recently→ SPM

29. How is your sleeping look→ ugly

30. What time is it→ 21:33

31. Do you dislike the person who got you tagged→ No

32. Your weight→ secret

33. Weather→ cannot tahan

34. Are you pregnant→ of course not:)

35. Add a colour into rainbow→ Pink

36. Do you think friendship is true-hearted→ think so

37. Do you know spring→ ya

38. Who do you like in TVXQ→ Hero

39. List out 5 of your flaws→
*belive others very easy
*cry easily
*give up easily
*love to think too much
*chatter box,haha

Additional questions :
40. List out 2 sentences you like→
*i love you
*something tat touching

41. What do you like to eat→ spaghetti

42. You pray to god for→everyone stay healthy

43. Brands you prefer→ Elle


тαg:
yi xue
jenny


-zinc-

short post~

oh gosh,
2day is 8th dec,
long time din't update my blog d,
due 2 my lazyness n busyness,
finally,
SPM come 2 d end,
2day sat 4 my chemistry exams,
is damn hard,
now,
i can say tat,
my results will be bad,
not well prepare,
shit !!!
now is all depends on my luck,
if luck den all past lo,
if not sure get 9G,
not nice at all,
hopefully tis will not happen.
now i still left 1 paper,
after tat is merdeka 4 me,
fast fast,
time past faster,
i wan freedom,
freedom i need u,
after SPM oni continue blogging,
need 2 prepare 4 it,
chiao~


-zinc-

wah,gonna mad

trial finish at mon,
but fri started another set of papers,
omg,
just rest 4 few days oni,
mad,
PMR exam we oso dun hv rest,
still need 2 exam,
haiz,
time faster past,
so that no more exam,
stressful la,
hate sejarah,
mon got sej,
sure dail de,
no time 2 study,
cincai do la,
HATE EXAM...


~zinc~

人真奇怪

为什么人总是要等到是去后才会去珍惜呢？
如果珍惜，
就不会发生悲剧了，
后悔也没用了，
失去了就不能在挽回，
只能默默的等待，
别生气了，
全都是我的错，
对不起，
我爱你。

i am getting mad now

never begin like tat b4,
now i am getting mad,
i am stupid ,
i am idiot,
dun wan wat 2 say anymore,
i am smiling on my face,
but my heart is dying,
my tears rolling down 4 no reason,
cry without reason,
duno y,
i am geeting mad now,
cycoligist pls help me !!!
i need help now,
if one day u see me n duno wat am i doin,
pls leave me alone,
i am mad now,
PRESSURE!PRESSURE!PRESSURE!
now,my dreams will nvr come true,
all of my dreams hv broken,
no 1 noe my feeling,
is like wan 2 kill myself,
i wan a better ways 2 die,
pls!


~zinc~

finally...

hoorey,finally 2day dont hv tuit class,
n mum said tat lets go out,
damn hapi,
long time never shopping d,
but went out wit masks,
so ugly,
coz H1N1 spreading so fast,
must prevent,
so no choice,
finally i went out,
long time nvr shopping,
but still not sactisfied wit it,
hope sat come faster,
so tat i can go shopping,
sat going 2 jj,
qi dai,
hopefully everything will be fine,
if not cant go out le..
take care

~zinc~

skul holiday~

yeah,
finally holiday started,
i waited tis holidays 4 so long,
woo~~
hv 2 plan 4 tis holidays,
long time nvr go out d,
is time 4 me 2 go out,
although H1N1 is spreading,
but i cant control myself,
my legs can tahan ad,
wan shopping,
many things wan 2 buy,
i wan 2 enjoy tis holiday wit shopping...shopping n shopping,
dont care ad,
hopefully mum gv me go out,
if not i really cant tahan 2 stay at home,
damn shit,
wat a bored life,
everyday study,tuition,classes,
sien==
enjoy my holidays,
is a must 4 me..
kambateh,shopping.


~zinc~

short post ..

tis is my blog,
not a public place,
wat i wan 2 do wit it ,
is my choice,
u cannot care,
n tat is my mouth,
u oso cannot care,
u wan 2 care??
can!!!
unless u r a god la,
if not pls care wat u said...

haha...

bei,tell u something,
i really wan 2 laugh d,
damn damn damn hapi,
got some1 misunderstand my blog,
as u told me ,
haha,
she scolded me at her blog,
is fine,
i dont care,
i never tell others abt her,
but den she scolded me,
i hv my choice 2 choose fren,
she cannot care abt me,
i love 2 fren wit who is my choice,
if u dont like me,
just dont bother la,
thick face,
tat post not really mention abt her,
but she said tat,haha
dont fren dont fren la,
so wat,
always noe how 2 say ppl but duno how 2 care her attitude,
no ppl can judge me,
oni god can judge me,
if u wan 2 judge me,
unless u r a god la,
if not pls shut up.
is u said me 1,
dont "guai" me,
i will gv u double punishment,
pls take care wat u hv said!!!

~zinc~

hoorey..:)

finally,
2 weeks exam over ad,
damn hapi,
can relax abit,
but den after holiday exam again,
damn,
everydy exam exam exam,
going 2 die d,
hate exam,
everytime got d questions oso duno how 2 do,
so exam 4 wat,
is just wasting time,
especially tis exam,
mostly every paper got tips,
some paper still got d real paper b4 exam,
haiz,
is totally useless,
it nvr help us,
just wasting our time 2 study,
n wasting teachers red pen ink,
anyway,
tis exam finished,
but got a bad results,
is ok,
i not really mind my results,
coz i dont like 2 study.
hopefully can finish my study as soon as possible.


~zinc~

无言了！！！

你以为自己很大拍吗？
你以为你很大吗？
等久一点啦，
我才不会屈服在你脚下，
我学会做人了，
我不再是以前的我，
我不会让人使唤，
我会做我自己，
有没有你都一样，
我的生活都不会受影响，
知己不需要多，
一个就够了，
就好像衣服越越多你就不懂要穿哪一件好，
朋友也是一样，
会让你不懂去选着哪一个好，
去相信哪一个好，
我相信我自己，
我没选错人，
不错，
我自己不是好人，
有脾气，有性格，
有时也会说人，
但这些东西等气消了就没事了，
但你们不同，
你们在人家面前说一套，
做一套，
虽然我又说别人，
但我不会背后说了，
不到几分钟就去跟那个人嘻嘻哈哈，
除非我气消了还可以做朋友，
但某些人却不是，
才不过那几分钟而已，
就变了，
过分到爆，
更过分的是，
自己明明也这样做，
但自己却不懂，
还在背后说人，
每天要说认时，
却没看看自己的行为，
每天那张嘴只会说，
一个人的忍耐性是有限度的，
我已忍够你了！！
别以为自己很大，
没那么大的头就别带那么大的帽子，
我不会屈服的！！！



~zinc~

yeah.我变了。

最近我变了许多，
真开心，
我再也不是从前的我，
被人欺负的我，
已变得很坚强，
谁欺负我，
我已学会反抗了，
谢谢贝，
是你让我学会反抗，
是你教我怎样变坚强，
更你在一起感觉很好，
不像某些人，
只懂得利用人，
去不懂得珍惜人，
所以麻，
我喜欢一个人的世界，
不须任何人的陪伴，
从跌倒中站起，
从错误中学习，
我要做已改变的我，
这样活着才有意义，
不会让人利用，
不会让人看扁，
只有你对我最好，贝贝
我们要做永远的姐妹，
永远的好buddy。
miss u so much.
别想再欺负我，
我不会跟你们客气的，
一个人就一个人啦，
一个人更好！！

~zinc~

to minz^_^

sry ya minz,
late wish u,
hapi birthday ya,
be hapi always,
u old 1 more year jor,
nvm u look young,
haha,
anyway must take care urself lo,
kambateh in ur study 2,
sry 4 tat day went home early,
tat day i got things 2 do,
really sry,
hope u enjoyed on tat day,
haha.
take care

~zinc~